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today was a great day. I did everything that I wanted to do along with everything that I needed to do.

Got my hair done.

Hung out with kevin.

Had a oreo shake.

Started and finished my project.

Had some interesting conversation with my mom. Realized how weird it is that all the adults in this world were more or less doing what I am doing now. I feel like I love this age and never want to grow out of it...but that is only because everyone makes adulthood look so unappealing. I wouldn't know, but I think if you're doing what you truely love doing with someone or the people you really love then you should have a great time. Many people just don't follow there dreams or never worked up to finding out what they really wanted in life. People should live in happiness, I am sad for people who don't.

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I don't remember sleeping last night, and if I did, it had to have been super short. I would like to say that this morning was almost as amazing as last night.

Anyways spent the day with Brianna. I love her too much, she's my sister.


I realized that I'm really happy with everyone in my life. I feel amazingly blessed. My whole life, I've always had friends but I never was content, I always wanted more and was always seeking change and something different. Finally I feel that every gap has been filled. Everyone is p e r f e c t l y placed.

I wouldn't give any one of them for the world.

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Partied it up. BIZARRE night, for everyone...I loved it tho. I felt like my night topped everyones in the world. Along with that, Kevin and I accomplished one of the coolest things. Ever. We snuck into pierce, really late, when absolutely no one was there, so he could play piano. Tried ever door of the music building and one door was open, it was definitely meant to be. Sat in a sound proof room, I don't even know how long but it was amazing. I just listened, imagined, and stared at the white holes in the walls. I loved it so much, felt like nothing else mattered, because at that moment NOTHING mattered. It was beautiful.

I live for nights like this.

Tonight was a night of brand new feelings.

Tonight was the first night I didn't think about anything in the past.

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Met with a client about her EP album, and what our "vision" was for the album cover. I'm excited to shoot with her :)...Bailey Harrisburger is the new Sara Bareilles. They sound like twins, she is quite talented!

Then hung out with Kevin, it was a long, nice day. I missed him, so much. I wish sometimes I could write down everything I am thinking when I am around him...like keep a memory journal. I always feel like I actually have thoughts that are really interesting and I could put them into a blog...but by the time I come to my blog, I feel all I can say is "I had such a good day with him". It's weird..frustrating, because I want to remember but I am actually content because I come home feeling at peace, like I had a good day.

I feel lucky, and different in a very good and fulfilling way. I tell you, well not really, but let me tell you, good things come out of days like these.



I really want to travel the United States. The most.

Bands I'm going to start listening to more:
Aqualung, Civil Twilight, Jon Foreman, The Decemberists, Sara Bareielles and Bright Eyes. Especially Bright Eyes, I've always known about them but never really LISTENED to them or him...till today and I enjoy it.

New music makes me so happy :)

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Thursdays are my new favorite days, well maybe. My english teacher cancelled all thursday classes so now I get to leave at 2:05 unless I review my essay with my teacher but I'll still get out at 4 instead of 5 :)

Today was a really nice day at school, I probably saw everyone I know today at school, which isn't that common. Hung out with my friend Katie & Evan before class and had some pretty cool conversations about the ballots. It's cool, I'll be able to vote. Went to class and played this game on short terms and long term goals, it was really cool, if only I could explain it...but seriously it made soo much sense and taught me a lot. One simple game, in class with people I barely know, it's crazy.

I loved it, I love learning.

I wish learning was simpler, like I wish I could just learn for no reason...not for college credits or grades, etc. I just went to class, the teacher had amazing lectures. Almost like church, but it would be school. I don't know.....haha.

Went to Jennas after, love that chica.

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rain
rain
go
away
come
again
another
day



only today, I wasn't singing that, I was almost happy it rained. it was relaxing and I love winter clothes. Went to moorpark with Brianna...which is always really fun. "Iamheregirls.com...new inspration for life"

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Positive day, abnormally comforting and I just felt super content and everything just went right. I guess there was few things I could have complained about, but I didn't...they simply didn't matter to me. I like that, I wish I always would think like this.

woke up feeling completely well rested. went to school in a grandpa sweater and uggs and felt super comfortable. made my hair appointment with my friend Arianna for next monday. went to my first class could keep up with the teachers lecture because I read the chapter also, we did a cool excersize on setting goals and we had to pick seven different topics and I don't know, I feel like it is helping me learn about my self in such amazing ways. I like college. went to my second class and found out we arn't having class on thursday anymore unless we conference, and then had my teacher review my essay and he told my my essays are too well written for the course and I am automatically entering English 1 next semester even if i don't pass the final essay (which he doesn't doubt I will) because I should be in it already. went to my mothers childhood best friends house because she is making me a website, discussed that and had dinner with her family. drove home, and realized I don't mind traffic. came home to a cozy home with lite candles everywhere. also, I had a good hair day, even in the rain.

now I am sitting here on my laptop, all comfortable in my bed listening Strawberry Swing by Coldplay, at peace with a episode of teen mom waiting for me :)

only disappointment of my day was listening to a horrid collaboration Kanye West and Bon Iver did, that I am not going to post because I do not want that song on my blog. But, basically Kanye West, thinking he is all cool and whatnot, took one of Bon Ivers original songs and turned it into a crappy song that I will never listen to again. Seriously, I don't know what Justin Vernon is thinking with all these weird collaborations lately...he is smoking too much weed, or maybe not enough but he needs to come to his senses and accept that nothing will beat Bon Iver. ever.