Monday, October 29, 2012

4:11 am, I think I'm getting sick

i had a dream that i took some portal to iceland
but in my mind the map was like an elevator
the more north you went, the greater the height became
you, my love, told me "I don't know about you, but some places may seem small to some people but in reality they are like -pinches your fingers on the map to from small to big-pretty vast to me.
you were so clear, like a television newscast
I was afraid of falling into the world
I was so high up 
I believe we were there for three days
a school friend, a teacher and a best friend
I made my best friend upset
the morning was a rare golden greened horizon sunrise
so many elements wrapped together
it was beautiful, and a little frightening 

Sunday, October 28, 2012

breathe is weak and body thin

press my nose up to the glass around your heartI should’ve known I was weaker from the startyou’ll build your walls and I will play my bloody partto tear, tear them down

Wednesday, October 24, 2012


my minds on next weeks roap trip: San Fransisco

Monday, October 22, 2012

The Human Experience

"Even in the deepest suffering, there is significance. There is a meaningful process of positive possibilities. We have to recover the language of humanity. We cannot understand suffering without it... there's this struggle in life in every class of people... it's what we do with it that matters. "

awesome documentary 

Saturday, October 20, 2012

clouded mind & heavy heart

"To dream that you are standing on the edge of a cliff means that you have reached an increased level of understanding, new awareness, and a fresh point of view. You have reached a critical point in your life and cannot risk losing control. "


last night I went to Skid Row with a group of friends and fed the homeless. It was really awesome. 

I've been deep in my thoughts lately, everyone thinks there is something wrong but I'm fine. Maybe there is something wrong but I'm not that aware.

I've been really inspired to just keep going. Taking every opportunity to grow and to help one another.

Conversations have been interesting
My mind has been elsewhere
I can't focus on normal things
I'm not trying to be rude

today I really enjoyed the mumford and sons new album

I don't really write in this anymore due to my personal journal. It's just so much more freeing in there. No one can see. I don't have to hide anything. I am starting a new blog series though on all different crosses, it will just be photographs of crosses everywhere.

I'm going through a phase 

Thursday, October 4, 2012

going camping with my soul sister!


leaving at 6am tomorrow for the Eastern Sierras! will be back sunday

I turned 20

and my friends through me the best party ever