Tuesday, May 31, 2011

veggies > fruits

my whole life I grew up loving fruits so much more then vegetables but this year, 2011, I've been in love with vegetables. this year my mom has also been cooking really cool vegetable dishes

lately, all I've been wanting to eat is bell peppers but my mom always gets mad when I eat all her raw vegetables. oh well :P at least there was two of them at home.

yeah I'll "love" with my heart, and I hold it in hands

...but you know, my hearts not yours

Monday, May 30, 2011

i'd give it all back just to do it again

shuttle rides, rocks..stones...sticks
blue skies, lake views
me and brianna,only. 3 nights, 4 days.
not a trace of makeup
unsure days turned into safe and sound nights
so much noise; all different blends, all different stories
track 6 repeat in my mind, violin tunes
yogi, coconuts, sunblock
it happened so fast, it's all a blur
positive jives, jive joint
too cold, too hot, too rainy
always searching for something more
just another sip, just another jolt
flava lit
everything was perfectly planned, perfectly placed
vegan drinks, deserts, food
I didn't see one piece of meat this whole trip
and the people...can't even explain that to you
back at lucky aged, back at briannas. I ate the most refreshing orange today.


I suddenly don't care about my phone anymore

I'm back home,
back to reality,
tan and peaceful as ever

lightning in a bottle> "thunder in a can"
"i feel like I wanna put something on my face...but no that's not it"

I brought, and used up 4 disposable cameras. you'll have wait, but it's okay because so will I.

on the way home: talk-coldplay

Friday, May 27, 2011

You'll find me here

for the next four days, with Brianna! camping, eating healthy food, practising sustainability, listening to music, surrounded by art work, doing crafts, and who knows what else! this is definitely going to be an adventure

and I'm brining a ton of disposable cameras :)

au revoir




Thursday, May 26, 2011

25, May

Another amazing show from Noah and the whale, what made me really happy was when they said the last time they played in Los Angeles was the best night of their life. I was there :)

24, May

When people hear I go to SMC, they are always really surprised because of the distance. With no traffic, it's 20 minutes. With traffic it's an hour.

I guess that is pretty bad but I don't care because I love the school and when I sit in traffic, it's almost like my time to sort out all my thoughts and listen to my music as loud as it goes. Annnnd, the colleges around my house don't interest me. SMC fits me perfect.

when I move out of my parents house, I'm going to be vegan and I want to start shopping at different cultured markets, and mostly farmers markets. I'm excited about this.

I think I'm losing weight

I wanna learn violin sometime in my life

today I was reading my book for extra credit in my psychology class (because I slacked off...but this book was interesting) and how depression comes from the chemical norephinephrine- which the chemical that is released in times of pleasure. When you have too much of this chemical, you start having depression symptoms. In conclusion, when you please yourself only it turns out for the negative. I appreciate self-less people.

she deh outta control, a more fire she waan in har soul

blue veins.
I was thinking about the veins in my wrist today. It kind of freaks me out but then again, I think it's beautiful.

my friends in my english class, every tuesday, ask me how my weekend was. I really enjoy that because it sparks up good conversation and it's a really good way to learn about someone....and out of us 3 girls, everyone always has good stories to tell!

royal blue- cold war kids was the song of the day

Oh in 5 years time I might not know you

In 5 years time we might not speak

In 5 years time we might not get along

In 5 years time you might just prove me wrong

Monday, May 23, 2011

held my breath, kicked my feet, moved my arms around


broken glasses

God is watching

well I guess onions work better

God is still watching

to find the eagles in this situation

Tuesday, May 17, 2011


11/09/11 Birmingham, UK -
11/10/11 Leeds, UK -
11/11/11 Bristol, UK -

I want to go so bad. I told myself when it comes 11/11/11 I want to do something big. This is what I want to do.

i'm so busy

extra credit
photography jobs
and constantly having something to edit
two jobs
figuring out classes
never relaxing

who was I kidding when I thought I could have two jobs and survive. I'm surviving, but barely. I am constantly busy busy busy, no time to think or relax. I'm planning on quitting one of my jobs before summer school starts so I can really focus on my photography career and have a fun summer.

I wish I could update my blog more often, I have no time.

I will start back up in the summer.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

9th, May

today I volunteered for Meals On Wheels for extra credit in one of my classes. for 3 hours I and this lovely older lady helped deliver meals 15 different meals to beautiful old folks who are just happy to see the youth putting time into doing great things. I have a heart for this organization