taste testing adventure

today I decided to go for a run. I started out, ran a while and thought to myself "wow I'm in better shape then I was a month ago" because a month ago I could not nearly run as much as I did nor did I want too. I've been going to the gym lately, a lot. well half way into my workout I stumbled upon a lime tree and thought to myself "wow I love limes" so I took one, threw it on the ground and stepped on it...it broke in half and I had some lime juice. running a little longer, I ran pass this weird fruit looking tree so I took on and opened it and it looked like a guava so I ate it...actually I ate two. I kept going and passed many houses that had orange trees in front of them...so I took one from one house, and one from another house. they were so good. with sticky hands, I kept pressing on, but by this time I was definitely not running because it was hot and my mind was not in the mood.

so I figured it was adventure time now

I picked up a newspaper in front of someones house, I meditated on the side of someones lawn, I took a pomegranite from someones tree, and I realized that I love black leaved tree and white flowered bushes

It was nice, I even tried getting water out of a cactus...but it didn't work

4 souls, 4 friends

I've been thinking and I realized that I have some friends that are different types of friends, they are more like soul friends. We relate on different levels, and we are very similar. I think I have about 4 of these friends and I've come to realize that when I don't talk to them for a long period of time I develop this bitterness. I don't know why, but I think the feelings go both ways. It's almost like I need their fulfillment or something, I'm not sure. Two of these friends are my close friends, but the other two are not...which is weird to me.

Speaking of bitterness, I would say that is the sin that has consumed me lately. Pray for me, if you would.

I still need to show you the photos from San Francisco and Santa Cruz

Today I also came across this verse twice, in two different places "Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity." 1 Timothy 4:12

funny when you're dead

people start listenin'

I've had experience with that lately

heard this song twice on the radio for the first time

the video is really cool

since I'm a photographer, I was trying to pay attention to the filming

and how hard it would to get somewhere with film

well, this person did a great job

I'm not a country fan, but I like this song

today was a little less stressful

because I told myself that I should feel blessed rather then stressed

then I prayed, a few times

listening to them lately

today was stressful
but tonight was relieving
I really like my coworkers
most of them, that is
I need to be that free spirit again, that people say I am...

instead of being upset about school
I need to be thankful that I'm in school
I need to dig deep and find my passion, again

today I affirmed that nothing makes me feel better then a little Bon Iver
can't wait to see him on the 19th and 20th

i just want to curse

but I won't

you'll find me at church, school, work and at home cutting up magazines. goodbye.

i've been too heavy

:/

I feel like I've lost my

talent

drive

inspiration

passion

I did a photoshoot with Brianna the other day but it felt so incredibly forced. Every time I enter these long phases, I feel like I am never going to get my inspiration back...but I always do. Maybe I've been so burnt out on photoshoots? Yes, but also I was to do photoshoots for BIG things...not just myself anymore.

I need the right person to come across my path. I feel like I've been trying, but getting no where

Maybe I should pray to God, but I'm curious if that's a selfish prayer. I'm not sure, but I'm yearning for something bigger and better.

ever since my trip

my last one is always be in prayer, but I feel I've been lacking. I was to lay everything on God but I don't know what to pray for lately...

Matthew 7:7 ”Ask, and it will be given to you seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

Matthew 21:22 And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith.”