last night, 12th of June

tonight was a beautiful night spent with almost everyone from my past all in one little party. softball friends from sixth grade, mutual friends from junior high, highschool friends, friends from other highschools, friends from smc, my best friend, people who I knew of and people who knew of me.

friends of friends of friends of friends

So many good hugs, and so many kind words. Looked back and forgave.

I am starting to love the valley more.



we all four might go to Europe next summer, maybe...I hope so...

it's that time again,

today I smelled like a fire pit with a touch of chlorine textured hair. hello summer, even though it doesn't feel like you're here, I am welcoming you with open arms. Hopefully you turn me into a sun-bathed beauty, probably not though. Anyway, Dakota invited me to her pool party. I love this girl, we go back to 7th grade...we have definitely grown together, having all the same insecurities and frets. Now were almost 19 and 20, it's a trip.

I've noticed that everyone at work is always so curious about what I put on my plate when I eat after my shift. It's because they are all so intrigued how healthy I eat, and how I actually enjoy it, and have no temptation to eat all the barbequed meats. They make it too big of a deal. It's cute though because then everyone always tells me how they are going to start eating healthy

....or they tell me I'm crazy.

tonight I'm going to the roxy with Spencer, Cameron, Will and dun dun dun... Brianna, of course

what time is it? when the the whole worlds stops

so we'll break out wrists trying to, hold up the world for a few more seconds

just so we wont be lonely for a while

simplify, simplify

calling all you angels

today was a rude comment a work

a successful edit

a "getting things done" with Brianna

a nice dinner with life experienced information

a couple honks to my past

tonight Brianna and I went to go hang with Megan when she came back from Europe. Her trip makes me so anxious to go to Europe and take gorgeous photos.

She brought back me a postcard, which means so much to me. I think I'm going to start collecting postcards from friends who go places...which reminded me of how much I STILL want to get this tattoo'd on me, maybe not until I have my career. I don't know, I just love it. I want to travel, so badly, and I've always have a love for maps (yes, this is me, and yes I drew this)

I love my best friends and this was exactly one year from today, on Megans birthday! we went to Venice. we are such babies here. these girls are in my soul.



music of the day:
gone, going- jack johnson
every teardrop is a waterfall- cold play
you already know- bombay bicycle club
calling all angels- train

content and feeling lovely,

Jess

truth is,

I don't even want to date until it's the right person. Until then, I'll be working on myself.

one thing I hate

trash day

and writing works cited pages for essays.