how I felt/feel. exactly and completely.

[2 years ago]: bored of your love- meg & dia



[almost 1 year ago]: i caught myself- paramore



[right now]: waiting for my change to come- noah & the whale

take a gamble on your heart, it will lead you through the dark

were just waiting for a chance to come

day one of june:

7:02 am: I woke up with an extreme hunger I tried to ignore because I was so exhausted and I didn't want to wake up...but I got up.

I stretched

I realize that I eat the whole peanuts before I eat the half sides

I realize that I have a little ADD, no doubt.

I realize that I can't sleep more then 8 or 9 hours

I realize that I need to "create" when I'm alone.

I realize that I love doing "peer reviews" in my english class so I can see how other people write an essay, or hear about what they have to say, or learn about something I never knew about.

but for now I'm just chillen here, chomping on cucumbers and listening to calgary by Bon Iver

I want to:

grow my hair longer, longer, longer

work on my posture

wear a little less makeup

tan my skin

"I was so used to liking people and see if they liked me back...but I totally forgot people could like me first...it's like woah, I wasn't even that into them but I guess it always happens like that"

last night I stumbled upon this, from the excalibur art magazine my highschool would put up every year. I never saw it until now:

and it actually makes me miss highschool. I loved highschool and I graduated an entire year ago.

veggies > fruits

my whole life I grew up loving fruits so much more then vegetables but this year, 2011, I've been in love with vegetables. this year my mom has also been cooking really cool vegetable dishes


lately, all I've been wanting to eat is bell peppers but my mom always gets mad when I eat all her raw vegetables. oh well :P at least there was two of them at home.

yeah I'll "love" with my heart, and I hold it in hands

...but you know, my hearts not yours

i'd give it all back just to do it again

shuttle rides, rocks..stones...sticks

blue skies, lake views

me and brianna,only. 3 nights, 4 days.

not a trace of makeup

unsure days turned into safe and sound nights

so much noise; all different blends, all different stories

track 6 repeat in my mind, violin tunes

yogi, coconuts, sunblock

it happened so fast, it's all a blur

positive jives, jive joint

too cold, too hot, too rainy

always searching for something more

just another sip, just another jolt

flava lit

everything was perfectly planned, perfectly placed

vegan drinks, deserts, food

I didn't see one piece of meat this whole trip

and the people...can't even explain that to you

back at lucky aged, back at briannas. I ate the most refreshing orange today.

unbelievable

I suddenly don't care about my phone anymore

I'm back home,

back to reality,

tan and peaceful as ever

lightning in a bottle> "thunder in a can"

"i feel like I wanna put something on my face...but no that's not it"

I brought, and used up 4 disposable cameras. you'll have wait, but it's okay because so will I.

on the way home: talk-coldplay

You'll find me here

for the next four days, with Brianna! camping, eating healthy food, practising sustainability, listening to music, surrounded by art work, doing crafts, and who knows what else! this is definitely going to be an adventure

and I'm brining a ton of disposable cameras :)

au revoir

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25, May

Another amazing show from Noah and the whale, what made me really happy was when they said the last time they played in Los Angeles was the best night of their life. I was there :)