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cleanse

I NEED TO CLEANSE! I'm writing it on here so I hold myself accountable to not fail and to engrain in my little brain

I'm going to eat fruits veggies and nuts the next 6 days before I leave for Colorado!

oh yeah, I'm going to Colorado. I almost forgot. I'm going to explore the snow, take photographs, read, visit museaums maybe, do something, do anything.

maybe hit Seattle before I go back to school, who knows

but yeah, healthy healthy healthy

I hate loving chocolate so much
or pizza
what the heck
cleanse
healthy
fruits + veggies + coffee + nuts
healthy
okay yeah, till the 19th (or 18th, whatever)

okay bye

I finished one of my favorite books

and I just happened to rent it at 11:11
I didn't even notice till a couple days ago
life's coincidences are weird
I took my time reading this book; reading it in parks, reading in the car, reading in between meetings and things, but mainly reading about a chapter a night before I went to sleep. I enjoyed it, slowly which is not like me to do anything slowly---I should start moving slower and fully enjoying things.

10 days into 2013 and...

I set these goals for myself for this year

1.I want to get published in some kind of magazine or lookbook
2.learn the guitar
3.lose more weight
4.read the whole bible
5.stay true to my word
6.be happy
7.focus on living in the moment
8.and never complain

1.I have teamed up with a author and am taking the photos for his book that we hope to publish

2. a seat opened up in the wait pool for guitar lessons at SMC and I added the class before anyone

3. I have been motivated to work out. Still eating a lot of candy (I hate my sweet tooth) but always leaning towards healthy food
4. my church blessed us with free bible reading plan books, where we read a a few chapters a day from the OT and NT. I was so thankful! 

5. have thought of a few little stupid white lies to say- and haven't

6. I have been really happy

7. did you read my last post?

8. I think I haven't been- you tell me :) 

gliding through the canyon

last night was great, irreplaceable

brianna picked me up from my house, went over to spencers and sat in his room while he showered- I myself being nosey and going through every drawer and brianna into her photo of her and his cat "smokey". Cameron eventually came and we set on voyage for Kelseys house. After that we stopped by a place or two, and glided through the canyon listening to the new song by tegan and sara, that spongebob stacking crabby patty song, some ghetto rap and old Mgmt. Mgmt was definitely my favorite, something about the song that came on the radio that gave me- a feeling- indescribable. I sat in the passenger seat of Briannas car, sitting loose in my seat with the seat warmer on letting my body sway in every direction with ever swerve of the canyon. Towards the end of the song I stood with the bottom of my feet on the warmed leather seat and stuck half of my body out of the sun roof. IT WAS AMAZING. Eventually turning onto PCH was beautiful, the nightlite beach side road had such a great aura about it with wineries, resturaunts and beautiful houses to each side of us. Our destination was Dukes resturaunt in Malibu.

Upon arrival and nearly getting ran over by two cars as we crossed the dangerous windy road we got a table for 12 young souls. It happened to be taco night, which I had no desire to eat and I didnt even care for tacos at the time. Well, I decided to get one anyway because I am super sentimental and love experiencing all different resturants. Without a doubt that had to have been the BEST taco I have ever had in my life. It was grilled fish- although the battered ones that brianna got looked quite amazing too- with some kind of pico de gallo and tasty crunch vegetables scattered through out. As the night went on, conversation progressed and information exchanged. Pictures taken and good memories made.



Lets just say, I'm going there every Tuesday I can till I get sick of it :)

As for today, I did a few things here and there but the most exciting part of my day was receiving the first copy of "If we disappear" which is a novel by Tyler Bruno. Not only is it going to be a novel but we are going to be putting our two talents together and we will be turning the novel into a story photo book so you can visualize the story as you read and look at the photographs. I can not wait for this! Models are picked, destination is located, props and been decided on and now I'm half way deep into this novel that I can't put down!

I'm so excited to embark on this adventure, and hopefully see if progress throughout 2013.



So I prayed to be published in 2013...I did not expect it to be in a novel but this is more exciting than anything I had in mind! I do still pray and wish to be in a fashion magazine but I will gladly take up this challenge.

Stay tuned for more information :) iz gonna be wicked

January 8th 2013

lately I've been going for walks to the library, runs around the neighborhood, bike rides looking for orange trees down the street and as I do so I've been getting an overwhelming nostalgic feeling that I am growing up.  I have been living in my house now for 7-8 years ago and since then I have been exploring my neighborhood, going into every crevice, learning and documenting it from the inside out. The passing of time is a weird thing to take grasp of

I went for a bike ride, nature hunted, and laid in the park today