I'M FREE

did you hear that?
I am my own person
I am not
bound, tied, twined
to anything or anyone

please don't make me feel that way

because i'm free

right now

all I want is to sip on my hot chocolate, listen to Bombay Bicycle Club and edit my photoshoot that I did today.

this brings me back to 10th and 11th grade

where did the time go? when indie music wasn't called indie music, photography was never a hassel, I actually enjoyed facebook, I wished to be 19, and I would make all different kinds of tea thinking I was old and cool

days I decide to stay home, 5 people literally text me ask me what I am doing. jeez. it's the devil trying to persuade me to do something bad

anyway, here is what I did today:

again,

I am driven nuts by everyones ridiculous posts on facebook

but one thing that REALLY drives me nuts is how cocky some people are

it's so amazing how hot you think you are

or how big your head is

or how everyone feeds into making your head that big

I want to delete you, you, you, you oh and you.

but I can't because were "friends"

BARF BARF BARF BARF BARF BARF

another thing I hate is when I'm with someone and they say "she's not even that pretty" or "no offense but she's ugly" or "she's chubby" OR "she's really fat"

honestly, if she's ugly, and fat then I'm REALLY ugly and really fat. watch what you say, everyone is equal and beautiful and EVERYONE is fighting a battle

anyway, I tried doing that one day blog post thing like I've done in the past with my blogs...but I'm never home. ever.

Jan. 13. 12

I'm sitting home right now on this beautiful friday listening to a mix of switchfoot and foster the people pandora radio station. I just made myself this ice blended banana, coffee thing, it's amazing. I'm trying to be healthy, maybe I'll learn how to make a good spinach salad or something. I have some photography jobs that I'm procrastinating on.

I enjoy my solitude

everyone is a let down

who knows what today will bring, it just turned noon.

all I know if that I'm going in the hot tub tonight

Jan. 12. 12

some inspiration flowing through me
getting some jobs
wanting more, but trying to live with less
ultimately trusting the Lord
learning about the different architecture
going out, living free


two door cinema club
foster the people
miike snow
bombay bicycle club
yeah yeah yeahs


sick of all this image, yet everyone is obsessed with it




last night;
fashion little thang
251 LA
some houes on white oak
random people, random parts of life

Jan. 6/10/11. 12

skip

Jan. 9. 12

there's no other day that I felt this alive