hibernate

frustration? only of the slightest kind

august 15 I'm flying to Santa Cruz, for a week. All I'm going to do is relax, learn, live, sight see, laugh, visit a good friend, visit my uncle, and take pictures that will be hidden. Maybe.

I'm hibernating
I'm hiding
I'm not posting any more pictures for a long while
Maybe of myself
But I'm too over whelmed and too consumed with what everyone else wants to see out of me. I'm starting to hate it. I need to find my outlet. I'm taking too many and it's becoming to hard on me. Truth is, is that I don't even want to take them anymore but I feel at ends with this constand demand that I see online and hear through the whispers of other souls.

I'm not understanding
It's blowing up so fast
and I feel so young
I am young

I used to search and search and search
It's not like that anymore

I mean I'll change back
but I'm reached my limits
I have two paid photoshoots and a wedding
After that I'm taking a break

newnewnew

ever since july, i found out

i've been trying to recreate

thinking positively

but tonight i broke down

no reason

insecurity

i guess

but hey, new new new

is new

IS new

but when i try to recreate the new

it feels weird

AND THEN it just happens to pop up

and hey, i'm thinking about the old

you got me

i'm fooled

maybe

just keeep in touch

love is a thing that you can't define

Though you try with all your might through the riddles and rhymes





But it'll fly you like a kite; it'll throw you to the ground

me and my best friend are always taking photos, and created this name "lucky aged" from one of the best days of our lives. I haven't updated about my photography in a long while so here are some of the latest we've created together:

proud of these boys

I've been following these boys around in Hollywood when they have shows at The Roxy and Key Club. I actually went to elementary school with one of them way back in the day.I found out about them year or so back becauseI was going to a Divine show and my friend Bekka and I interviewed them, got in free, went back stageand I got to take photos of the night. Wicker came on right before the Divine did and they blew us away. It was the best show, and I loved it so much.

I blogged about it, a long time ago.

anyways, they just made a new music video and here it is
I am thourghly impressed

i've been lost in my music

learned every single lyric to this song

his lyrics are pure poetry

I'll be able to sing along on 9/19/11

frustrating day in the dark room

in 2 weeks my black&white film class ends

this class is a challenge, something I've never felt

I'll have to scan and upload all the photos that I've done

well, the ones that I like that is

heres one,