crazy, past weekend

but so amazing.

and I found out Ariel has the same birthday as me, just one year older

deflate that head of yours, darling,

you're still breathing like everyone else

don't get me started

on how much I love my pup

got her when she was eight weeks old

now she's six years old

my first animal

well besides my hamster along time ago, haaaa .

love her to death

"If you don't allocate those little things to the place where they belong, which is on a shelf somwhere in your mind where you keep what has little value- then you will miss out on the big, really special things.

Let this serve as a reminder to spend your time and energy where it's best used."

4, june

work. home. tonight started form that shallow moment, being along and picking out what you wanna wear

to the end of the night, where nothing else matters but hugs and good conversation

tonight was lovely =out in in, but not so much

+ a beatles remix. you only love once-the strokes. past mountain gate, south is interesting; cleaners. sepulveda pit stops and pit runs. twists. such great heights.
+billy and alex are my musical soul mates! well, only because are ipods are almost identical. sooo insane.

yours in my left
mine in your right
so we can't write out

how I felt/feel. exactly and completely.

[2 years ago]: bored of your love- meg & dia



[almost 1 year ago]: i caught myself- paramore



[right now]: waiting for my change to come- noah & the whale

take a gamble on your heart, it will lead you through the dark

were just waiting for a chance to come

day one of june:

7:02 am: I woke up with an extreme hunger I tried to ignore because I was so exhausted and I didn't want to wake up...but I got up.

I stretched

I realize that I eat the whole peanuts before I eat the half sides

I realize that I have a little ADD, no doubt.

I realize that I can't sleep more then 8 or 9 hours

I realize that I need to "create" when I'm alone.

I realize that I love doing "peer reviews" in my english class so I can see how other people write an essay, or hear about what they have to say, or learn about something I never knew about.

but for now I'm just chillen here, chomping on cucumbers and listening to calgary by Bon Iver

I want to:

grow my hair longer, longer, longer

work on my posture

wear a little less makeup

tan my skin

"I was so used to liking people and see if they liked me back...but I totally forgot people could like me first...it's like woah, I wasn't even that into them but I guess it always happens like that"

last night I stumbled upon this, from the excalibur art magazine my highschool would put up every year. I never saw it until now:

and it actually makes me miss highschool. I loved highschool and I graduated an entire year ago.