up until now

my thoughts were criss crossed every single direction
tonight i know i have to take a leap into responsibility
by some awkward conversation and disapproving actions
i didn't feel comfortable
but it's 2:36 and I'm happy I'm home listening to my music
doing what I feel like, not what I feel I should
that leap; might have to be large
into a little hole of isolation to improve, improve
i said, responsibility and i mean it
maybe do some healthy things and change it all around
i'm praying


i have a lot of photos to catch up on
a lot of music to download
a lot to think about, and a lot of people to talk to
i'm missing of few people in my life
and i don't know what happened