8 days ago

January 29th 2014 pt.2

today was a pretty cool day filled with a lot of events but my favorite part was roaming Franklin Village, eating raw vegan food and reading parts of a book on loneliness

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January 29th 2014 pt. 1

It's almost as I should be washed away with some kind of pain, worse than the pain I felt weeks ago. It's night now, and I wash my face with my leathery raw skin attached to my anxiety bitten nails- a rare feeling. I always know when something isn't right when I bite my nails or if I'm somewhere I don't belong.
It's night, still, and I'm overcome with a numb feeling- a feeling I've felt for 30 hours or so. I can't feel anything but it's so peaceful but at the same time I'm constantly questioning these moments as if they are real, or when will this wear off.
It's like I've been injected medicine and I'm so numb from it that I'm happy but I can't feel a thing.

January 28 2014

traveling our own city
figuring out how to love life long
adjectives and languages and magnetic impulses

January 25th 2014

colors

I've been feeling as if I need to take pictures
but I don't have the feeling of wanting to do it
lately, I've been focusing on my needs; listening to my mind body and soul
I have endless ideas for shoots but no drive
I'm happy

Michael Kiwanuka

today started off with useless wandering, to work, to an awesome adventure around Silverlake with Megan

there are so many adventures I need to be going on