Sorry I've been gone pt. 2

THINGS ARE SO STRANGE

Sorry I've been gone

here are some photographs of recent;

strength

I've missed what I've been without for 3 months
I've done so well!
been so strong!
but today, before the day..my friends and I have dwelt of the dark past
past is the past, will never been the present
I need strength in my bones right about now

I post when I feel

but lately I haven't felt
everyone who inspires me
everyone who I enjoy
everyone who makes me feel
well, they have gone away
truthfully I'm sad about it
I don't feel very alive

"great adventures. ha"

was the 3rd comment in my dream last night
life has been filling me up
I'm doing what I'm supposed to
this absence represents the current feelings
school is hectic
photography is soaring
I went to the passion play and a carnival last night
yesterday was a blessing
life is a blessing!
Happy easter!


ALL I've been listening to is Ben Howard...for months. The Cd tells a story of my life, currently. I relate to it, I love it.

I've been staying up till 3

and sleeping in till 1, and this strangely annoys me yet this is what most people would do every day if they could. Since I don't have a demanding job, and school is only two days a week, life has been very freeing...

yet fleeting

last night I prayed for something, and this morning I got 3 little remembrances of it/you.

it's been good, better.
I'm more content with things.
I've been ignoring everything around me.