Sorry I've been gone

here are some photographs of recent;

strength

I've missed what I've been without for 3 months
I've done so well!
been so strong!
but today, before the day..my friends and I have dwelt of the dark past
past is the past, will never been the present
I need strength in my bones right about now

I post when I feel

but lately I haven't felt
everyone who inspires me
everyone who I enjoy
everyone who makes me feel
well, they have gone away
truthfully I'm sad about it
I don't feel very alive

"great adventures. ha"

was the 3rd comment in my dream last night
life has been filling me up
I'm doing what I'm supposed to
this absence represents the current feelings
school is hectic
photography is soaring
I went to the passion play and a carnival last night
yesterday was a blessing
life is a blessing!
Happy easter!


ALL I've been listening to is Ben Howard...for months. The Cd tells a story of my life, currently. I relate to it, I love it.

I've been staying up till 3

and sleeping in till 1, and this strangely annoys me yet this is what most people would do every day if they could. Since I don't have a demanding job, and school is only two days a week, life has been very freeing...

yet fleeting

last night I prayed for something, and this morning I got 3 little remembrances of it/you.

it's been good, better.
I'm more content with things.
I've been ignoring everything around me.

I'm not awake, but I'm not quite asleep

in this state of mind I felt hawks
in my drowsy state of mind I felt pressure
swarming above, coming down upon me
black hawks
lucid issues
dealt with lightly, a little happy



I'm not awake, but I'm not quite asleep...this may be the start of a new journey

something I've learned lately

is when we are insecure about yourselves, we are telling God he didn't do a good enough job of making us. God made you, created you perfectly how He wanted too. Satan wants you to feel insecure, of course, but insecurity is not a fruit of the spirit


embrace yourself, this life is fleeting