sometimes I think I might grow up to be insane

I'm so confused on views
feelings overwhelm me
what's the point in expressing anything
we are not made to me alone
but being with; well, that's exhausting
in what you may think of me
I'm numb
and to all the others
bitterness attacks
advice attacks
my thoughts attack
leads me one state of mind to another
let me escape to my realm
the realm of my mind
it's only safe for a while
until I express
but I won't

Sorry I've been gone pt. 2

THINGS ARE SO STRANGE

Sorry I've been gone

here are some photographs of recent;

strength

I've missed what I've been without for 3 months
I've done so well!
been so strong!
but today, before the day..my friends and I have dwelt of the dark past
past is the past, will never been the present
I need strength in my bones right about now

I post when I feel

but lately I haven't felt
everyone who inspires me
everyone who I enjoy
everyone who makes me feel
well, they have gone away
truthfully I'm sad about it
I don't feel very alive

"great adventures. ha"

was the 3rd comment in my dream last night
life has been filling me up
I'm doing what I'm supposed to
this absence represents the current feelings
school is hectic
photography is soaring
I went to the passion play and a carnival last night
yesterday was a blessing
life is a blessing!
Happy easter!


ALL I've been listening to is Ben Howard...for months. The Cd tells a story of my life, currently. I relate to it, I love it.