hello world, hope you're listening

forgive me that i'm young

my emotions have been crazy

my thoughts are running wild

i keep getting let downs

i keep having fun nights

i don't know what i want because everything has suddenly changed, and now i'm here stranded yet pulling myself apart from some situations

i haven't been home much

i haven't edited any of my photos

i'm getting too busy

i'm scatter brained

i'm inspired

i just want to go explore somewhere new, hibernate, maybe. no cell phone, no computer...just a camera and maybe a friend.

patientfinebalancedkind

Now all your love is wasted?

Then who the hell was I?

Now I'm breaking at the britches

And at the end of all your lines

cams going away, beach day

beach, islands

taking risks

being irresponsible

having fun and being young

sorry to be heavy, but heavy is the cost

Why did you not show up?
I waited for an hour
I finally gave up
I thought once that I saw you
I thought that you saw me
I guess we'll never meet now
It wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be
I was sure you saw me
But it wasn't meant to be

I don't think that it's the end....

but it's time to leave those feelings behind

I didn't really enjoy the news I saw today

but I had a really cool night

thank you God, for great friends

I wish things that were never meant, were never said

I'll suck it up, like usual

figuratively speaking

I'm holding onto a piece of knowledge, or at least I think I am, and it's bringing me down

lately, I have been really down on myself


but I'm still having fun, I love my friends and my photo class

off day

today I woke up from extreme hunger
went to work
realized I have more shifts next week then usual :/
hung out with brianna
did a shoot with Lily and Emily
gave my business card to a some curious gentlemen
sweat because it was so hot
forgot my roll of my film
went the the thrift store
dropped my phone
drove around forever with brianna
plans got cancelled
visited some of my favorite coworkers
said hi to jenna
went home


nothing bad happened yet I felt so empty and down on myself

I'm not very motivated, but I'm still breathing. I think I'm going to sleep now

1 Peter 5:7