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2010:

2013:

jesialex, april 2013

e l e c t r o

what's with all this electro n i c music lately?

I don't know about you but it's not for me

I can't even get in the funk of a phase

I am meloncholy

I am a meloncholy genre type of person

I like guitars, banjos, mandolins and harmonicas
I like good beats and real voices 

sons are like birds flying upwards over the mountain

distracting me from editing my photos

currently: journaling, cleaning, being free in my room

deuteronomy 8 struck me today...

" yo u r   f a i t h   h e a l  e d  y o u  "

heard this on the way to school this morning...and I had to look it up

C O A C H E L L A

coachella was amazing
yes, I went
though I said would never
I learned alot
I breathed alot
I was alone alot
I listening to alot...
...of good music
let me just pause right there
alt j; BREATHE TAKING
literally experience
30% life 70% death
base low
lumineers; INCREDIBLY
intense, supportive, beauitful
real, faithful performance
Ben Howard; everyting I wanted
and not more..I wanted more!
Super Tall Paul; was amazing
to see him again. He was better than ever. He was the best last act of my hours at coachella. 12:30 to 4:30 in the morning...and I have a huge crush on him sidekick
two door cinema, yeah yeah yeahs, youth lagoon, johnny marr, of monsters and men, purity ring, beach house, xx,  red hot chili peppers, pretty lights, and some other independent electronic stuff I don't really know...and don't really like.

I do have some regrets: not seeing walking with the ghost by Tegan and Sara


I learned more than enough...
I had the most self control...
I met people with just as much passion...
I felt so safe...except the time I got picked with the needle (making me miss modest mouse)
I felt so happy...



I could write on forever about it. So many incredible atmospheric situations to glimpse back on. I'm not capable of keeping my attention to a key board and reflect back on with you about it. I can only talk---as fast as my brain will let me tell someone about it. I can't even do that, to give it justice, except the people who were there in that moment with me.

I feel like I grew spiritually, as well

I stare at a bright red sun, though I search all day and I never find anyone

I went to Nampa Idaho...now I'm off to Coachella this weekend...I'll be away for 2 months in the summer, traveling to Michigan after that and then moving out after all of that....


...but something is unsettling me today.

r o u t i n e

life is a blink of an eye