often times I wonder if musicians get tired of going on tour and playing the same song 2034851013 times

or do they always love it?

because I know when I have to tell the same story about 5 times, I want to shoot myself in the head...but then again that is how they get money to live...so whether or not they love it, they have to pretend they love it

right....?

handz and feelingz

feelings,
feelings, what we hold to
i'm always feeling my feelings
I can't help how much I feel. I let my feelings take over most of the time. My passion controls me. I let my feelings confuse me, I let my feelings guide me to unrealistic lands, places I wish of so bad. I dream in feelings.

my heart leads me astray
my heart tears me apart
my heart guards my life

I'm in love with your hands; you inspired me to write this. I enjoyed the last time spent together. I don't think it's right, but I missed your touch. I enjoyed your touch, but I don't think I could go back to your touch.

Adventure-less

I consider myself full of adventure, but I need bigger and greater
Routine drives me crazy.
I want to be everywhere at once
but I am here, and I've been here forever
yeah, I escape but I come back
I need more adventure
I need fresh air
I need fresh ideas, thoughts, people
I'm itching

lately nothing has been satisfying me
it's all boring me
I can't sit still, ever
music is barely doing the job

my dreams were weird last night
something are following, they are holding me captive
it's been so long, I know nothing els

I need some more connections;
full of life and full of love

sometimes I think I might grow up to be insane

I'm so confused on views
feelings overwhelm me
what's the point in expressing anything
we are not made to me alone
but being with; well, that's exhausting
in what you may think of me
I'm numb
and to all the others
bitterness attacks
advice attacks
my thoughts attack
leads me one state of mind to another
let me escape to my realm
the realm of my mind
it's only safe for a while
until I express
but I won't