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woke up a little earlier
started my day off a little healthier

but didn't end that way

it's okay, tomorrow I'll fix it

and today was my last day of school

anyway, cool buildings, salad, school, back to the buildings but an exit later

I got A's on my final photography project

What I've learned, not from myself but from other souls...close souls: see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart. Don't do it my brothas and sistas
stay honest because the truth comes out eventually

tonight was a night of all my best friends huddled together in one little car. jenna, brianna, spencer. traveling to all different, yet close cities.

i loved it

genuine

and a really weird way in which it happened, too

today i fell in love with ecclesiastes

today, also was a Bon Iver day. all day in the car, on the way there. I'm going to two different concerts.

my good pal spencer showed me this tonight
i reshowed it to megans, just now
i really do love it

so today was a really nice days. I woke up and it happened to be my mothers 40th birthday! I made her a really cute card, that i'll have to post. then I went to school and tones some of my prints. I really do love film and i am realizing i really love photography. then i went work and had a really good shift. forming bonds with co workers is a weird experience. then i hung out with spencer, cody, taylor and derek where i discovered this fantastic film.
now i'm sitting here with megan after moving a heavy floral couches
3 ladies on each end
climbing roof tops and figuring everything out.

we nearly forfeit

i, i'm telling darkness from lines on you

days like this I miss when I was carefree, feeling comfortable, fresh,wanting to go somewhere, loving every soul, having a soul to love



now I want to escape and adventure
particularly with someone
but I don't care if it's alone
because I need to do what I want to do

i can't wait for winter

can't grow up, in that iron ground

i need to start doing on more adventures
even if i go alone
come with me, if you want
relax and take pictures
pictures of my own
not an assignment

or someone shouting out my name to do so, either

up until now

my thoughts were criss crossed every single direction
tonight i know i have to take a leap into responsibility
by some awkward conversation and disapproving actions
i didn't feel comfortable
but it's 2:36 and I'm happy I'm home listening to my music
doing what I feel like, not what I feel I should
that leap; might have to be large
into a little hole of isolation to improve, improve
i said, responsibility and i mean it
maybe do some healthy things and change it all around
i'm praying


i have a lot of photos to catch up on
a lot of music to download
a lot to think about, and a lot of people to talk to
i'm missing of few people in my life
and i don't know what happened

9 pm, 9 am sharp.

I'm just about to go to bed, and it's 9 pm.

My foot hurts, my elbow hurts

I tripped down the stairs last night...as well as up

I've gone out countless nights in a row

and I'm exhausted

it's been fun, but it's time for real sleep

and I still have a lot of photos to catch up on.

today was fun, and eventful.

This morning I woke up to Brianna tapping on my window and then it all went down hill from there haah "wholeemgee" "my trunk is full but I'm empty" "the ride"

here is some of my favorite film photos I took today: